Still <3

If I can be so much more, I must first be myself to discover what more I can be.


So true...

Hahaha how the hell did I manage to come up with that :p

Wait. It only seemed "So true"! cause I relate to it lol. Complacent much over a stupid random thought :/

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Went to un-private my entries cause I feel like I don't want to hide things anymore; I mean I am already such an open book to everyone ( when in person ), then why still be embarrassed about my thoughts being embarrassing?

:p

No one can help me; Only I can help myself.
I do not need a goody-two-shoe coming along my way & telling me that he can offer me help, that he & his believer-friends can save me from my situation.
What kind of situation does he think I'm having? What gives him the right to think of me as such a weak person that he thinks I am? He has no such right. He might think that he's helping but he'd actually made things worse.
I can fix myself. I know where I'm heading; I'd simply forgotten where I'm heading. I can pick up these pieces I've lost by myself. I need no help. I'm strong.
So he should stop hindering my efforts.

Yes I am ungrateful, but maybe sometimes people should stop offering help unnecessarily when they are ignorant of their own capabilities. ( Hey it links oksy! )


Yet, it's because of this that I realised I actually do believe in myself. Blessing in disguise, and so he does deserved to be thanked.

I totally need to keep my bipolar in check.
The depressed parts are out of control like escaping air bubbles in the boiling kettle.

Best way to snap out of the negatively?

Switch off your emotions.
(lol not like tvd so extreme. It's more like stoning & not thinking too much.)

Detaching emotions...

Done.

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My negativity.

Age is just a number. Yes. Yet we all regard it as importantly as grades.

If I'm this useless, why am I still alive?

Why set goals when I'm never gonna reach them?

If I cry lying on my pillow, will my tears flow back in? :(

Gosh depressing, I should stop taking notes of "me, I, myself" like they are actually important.

This is reality. We simply have to learn how to face it. Reality does not consider our feelings. We just accept it. :) move on.

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