Still <3

Oh dear, how long has it been?

Haha, time to wakey, snowsphere!

Yeah, so, i'm starting to blog again. I mean, why not?
Forgotten why I've chosen to stop blogging in the first place but well, I guess I've forgotten that I'm a weird kid:p

Anyways, I'M STILL ROBSESSED.
Totally, like how many centuries have passed already right?

Nothing much that's going on in my life, or nothing much i think that is going on in my life.
Pretty much the same thing, oh, but i've stumbled upon this shaw movie contest for New Moon goodies.
They asked for me to continue from this section of the story with my wildest imagination with just 50 words:
"Shoot, " I muttered when the paper sliced my finger; I pulled it out to examine the damage. A single drop of blood oozed from the tiny cut.

and so, i kinda crapped out the following:

It all happened quickly.
Edward turned towards me in a protective crouch. "Hiding your desires from me is impossible."
"Edward, I've seen it happen," Alice enthused "Go on, Jasper"
"Subjective visions", Edward retorted, a tortured expression twisted his perfect features.
"Edward", I interrupted, "But I want to be your supper."

The End.

Haha, I was just really bored. Plus I've always felt Bella should have just said that.(Alright, I admit I secretly look forward to seeing Edward slap her -to wake her up alright!) :p
Anyways, The above was just roughly what i remembered typing.

BUT HERE'S THE MAIN POINT.

I totally just accidentally pressed the "enter" button, for the sentencing/paragraphing(or whatever) effect and it just submitted. Like halfway halfway before I'd finished the story!

This is damn f**king a waste of my time, right right?

Okay fine, I'm over that.

Haha, anyway, I've stumbled upon this--> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oWV6iklM_HQ
It's like a advertisement Bing created to promote itself as a search engine.
Although the vampire inspiration was a tad standard, it's still hilarious(it's afterall vampires!)
Just watch it.

Should be it.

Leaving for NZ soon. Back on the 11th but would have family outing from 13th to 14th( would be residing in a hotel, which explains the date). Yeah, so blogging might be limited to this post before being back here on perhaps 14th/15th?

So looking forward to catching new moon with purnima tmr!(Even I've catched it already:p)

ROB ROB ROB:D

( Leave the rantings alone. )

It's better late than never.
I've finally personally felt the great impact of these words.

Okay firstly, I am deeply thankful towards constance for introducing twilight to me.
It's simply mesmerizing; The book just wouldn't leave my hands and eyes till i revealed the very last page of it.

I have so much to say,
shall begin with the reason that compelled me to have this entry.
-DRUMROLLS-

Twilight the movie is releasing on the 21 November! (maybe later in singapore)
And, it's completed already!
Okay HERE HERE, the trailer:D

The casts-
Kristen Steward as Bella Swan
OH, and she's really pretty beautiful, super suitable for Bella's role.
I'm jealous of bella(her in the novel) already and now the person to play her character is gorgeous. Humph! UNFAIR!

But that's not important.
The important part is the person playing Edward Cullen's role.
HAHA. Edward is my new crush and i go crazy over him all day. Yes, he is always on my mind!
(And the irony is that my dad's edward and constance was laughing at me for liking my own dad, haha)
So the actor playing his role is super important okay!
Reveal reveal! He is Robert Pattinson, played Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter.
At first, i just thought he didn't really fit the kind of image i had of Edward; Dazzling beautiful.
But, watch on, wait for the movie to be release, i believe he'll be perfect for the character.

WHOO!! Vampires are irresistible!

One reason that i can't wait for this,
Okay, don't laugh at me.
I know it's stupid, but it's the first time that i read a book before it was filmed into a movie.( I completely can feel how touched Stephenie Meyer feels having her publication filmed into a movie)
HAHA, and Harry Potter is not counted because, okay don't laugh again, i watched Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone before reading it the book and I didn't complete the book because i didn't have the motivation to finish it after the movie.( the contents being revealed).

Can't wait! Can't wait!
I just cannot contain the excitement anymore!
Okay, chill chill!

(after 5 minutes)

CHILLED! - talking about my drink, haha(:

I am too high, crapping too much.
Shall now concentrate on what's important!

Opps! I'm supposed to be mugging and to be missing in action!
Will be off!

I am a self-claim nerd who do not study but still,
Back here to shout out loud that there are 29 days left to O's!
(to phy/chem practical)
All the best to everyone's studying plan and hope that mine works too(:

Sometimes there are just things that you want to say it out loud, but as people grow, unknowingly more and more constrains are formed and you'll realised that you'll just have to keep it within you and get on with your life.
I deserved it.

Today is tuition day and i so completely give going to constance's house a miss because of tuition):
But then my tution teacher pangseh me!
She says to shift tuition to tuesday because it's holidays.
): ): ): I forgive her, but on the condition that she signs this:



HAHAHA! This is damn fun! Constance discovered it(:
Okay, i have to admit that i am really bored cause there's no tuition today.

( The top secret!!! )
Off to finish off my tuition work then do some revision!
Pray that i don't become a nerd! (But nerds are actually nice people, haha!)
Off to study!

I feel so happy for them (teachers).
They really did a lot for us and took a lot of shit from us when we don't feel like doing their work which was for our own good.
I love them. All of them, i really do.
And i tried really hard to be a good student and not give them too much trouble for them to be happier.
I guess i kinda failed, they still looked really stressed.

Did you know when i was young, i aspired to be a teacher? I wanted to be a math teacher. I wanted to inspire students to love math and then excel in it.
But apparently, my math seem to be getting suckier ever since i've got mr phua as my first math teacher (NO OFFENCE !)
I am just saying how i felt :p HEEHEE!

Just reached home, went to catch Cyborg She with wendy just now.
OMG! That show is damn good.
To admit it, at first when wendy told me about the show and it's contents, I wasn't really interested to catch it.
I had thought, after all, it is going to be another show about humans falling in love with robots then the robot like the human then happily ever after. Sounds super standard right?
But CYBORG SHE is a million times better than those standard movie/drama content!
To reveal abit, The ending is not what anybody can imagine even after watching for an hour. (HAHA, i don't think i revealed anything anyway:D)
Just catch it! If you don't, then you may find yourself sighing everyday! Because you are regretting missing the best movie with the best plot and the best actors and actresses!
Okay, end of advertising. Anyway, i think i suck in it. Does anyone feel tempted to watch the movie now? Tell me i actually succeeded(:
P.S. Thank me wendy, i just helped to promote your show!

Anyway, back to the topic of Cyborg She, another great thing about it is that after watching the whole show, you will really be inspired about life.
No no no! The show is not so boring to talk about life, if it is, i am just going to sleep in the cinema and then this post wouldn't exist(:
You will just be prompt to really think about what you really want to do right now in your life that makes you leave no regret for yourself. Time is never enough.
Just go catch the movie! You will understand why(:!

( Skip this rantings(: )
Yay yay yay! The whole of next week is holiday!

P.P.S. Bronte, you did well(: Nevermind about who won! As long as you all had fun!

Stop staring at the subject above!
Okay, Yes yes yes, i know what you are thinking.
I am not ego lah! To call myself that.

There's a long story to this "title".
And i said it once to YJ so i am lazy to repeat once more.

Anyway, (AHEM, serious tone already!)
I thank everyone who wished me Happy birthday to me, sincerely from the bottom of my heart.
everyone was really sweet today (:

Yeah, and this is for alpha08:
You guys hah...
THANK YOU! And stop asking me to think about you guys anymore!
CAUSE YOU ARE ALL ALWAYS IN MY MIND!

Haha, and i know that delta08 wouldn't be jealous right?
Heehee, muacks people!

Details of my birthday today would be friends-only.
Thank you for your kind understanding (:


For entertainment, comparison of trends on birthdays:)
Go to the fifteenth post, first paragraph!
Okay lah, for other's convienience, i cut and paste it here!
Oh, that post was meant for my eyecandy (fyi).
Didn't realized that I didn't explain about the incidents in that post.

Not bored to tears right? HAHA.
That's all!

Happy birthday wendy!
Today is officially wendy ng peili birthday.
Heehee, i've say what i wanted in the letter, so will keep it short(:

To wendy: Thank you for being such a good friend and platoonmate to me for 4 years + one year in p6!
Tell you something that will make you happy!
HAHA, i thought that you were cool in primary six.
(Okay, that's all. i am not leaving more evidence about my admiration for you Queen!) HAHA!

For the present, i really mean it about you getting 8A1s! I will give the the keys right after O's ends.( spot the irony in my words!)
I love you Queen wendy of the cool nerd paradise!


Another day of birthday party today.
This surprise, like yesterday, actually had more loopholes than the one they organised for me,
Heehee, i'll leave that to meltedsunshine to summarise!
But wendy didn't realise it at all, HAHA.


At her house was great.
Her mum prepared a lot of food and it's really delicious!
Especially the FRIED CHICKEN! It's better than KFC's( I think KFC's chicken are damn oily!)
Oh, it's something like pizza hut's drumlets! Very seasoned and tasty.
Then we raided her room and camwhore at her super wide doorway.
Then we left and went safra for Kaya toast, OMG! I love the EGGS!
Gracia then left for church,
And the rest of us went BM macs to study (again), in the hope that no ahlians would be there.

I became shiyu's temporary tuition teacher today.
She made me give up the hope that i can be a teacher in the future:(
Okay, but i decided that i still have to finish teaching shiyu trigonometry before coming to a conclusion about my future:)

Wendy, who sat opposite me when i was teaching my student, kept laughing(it's actually my honour as a loyal subject to have the Queen laugh at me) -signs- and i still thought that i was a good teacher:(
Wendy then left because her sister finally realise that she should be nice to her elder sister and treated wendy to a movie.
Wendy rocks lah, she's damn good to her sister who is super mean to her.

Then we all left for home.

When i'm home, i feel very at home, partly because the big bulky fridge was gone and also, because i am super tired.

Anyway,
Yeah, I ALSO want to be a Queen!
And constance says that i can be my "queen" tomorrow cause quote, unquote from her, " You birthday you big."
Then I thought, how good can my day be tomorrow when,
1) I still have to wake up for school early for summary writing and run for the bus when i am late.
2) timetable so damn long tomorrow.
3) There is  "I am gifted" booster session from 3 to 5.
4) Mrs Tan wants to keep my class from 6 to 8 for night study.
Oh man, what if i meet the pervertic flasher outside the school? (TOUCHWOOD)
Then it would really be the best present man.
* No offence about mentioning the flasher, it is the hot topic for night study session as we were constantly reminded about it before leaving the school premises.

I am still tired after waking up, will go back to sleep and wake up later to do my homework,
Don't want to get scolded be teachers tomorrow(:

Nights!

P.S. 2nd August is not my birthday(: Thanks.

Just came back home.
Tired, happy, told myself not to blog anymore till O's ends,
but i have to do this.

I am;
Chewing the Cookie (with my favourite blue colour!),
Munching on the Baked Goldfish crackers (fish! and it's zero grams trans fat!),
Loving the Ferrero Rocher (satisfaction already guaranteed!),
Licking the Lollipops (so many! But i love sweets!),
Smelling the flowers (all girls love flowers, not to say a manly one!)
Admiring the Necklace and the mickey ear stud (so pretty and blinky!)
Squeezing the stripy Lion/Tiger ( I can't tell! Or is it a cat with white beard? Heehee! But it's so soft and squeezable!)
Fascinated by the big mouth cookie monster w body ( It's body is so small! But it's mouth is bigger than mine!)
Comparing the size of my head with the cookie monster ( Mine's smaller!)
Counting the stars in the Glass Bottle ( There's 14! Am i right?)
Staring at the birthday day bear (Can i make a wish with it?)
Aiming with the Wooden pistol ( Who made it?! So pretty! I tried making something similar but gave up in the end *shows teeth*)
Holding the big paw in my right hand ( Woo! I have really sharp nails!)
Smiling silly-ly at the Tatty Teddy in the giraffe suit ( It's super cute, damn cute! I want to wear that suit too!)

OMG! i can multi task super well!

Those who are wondering what happened,
OMG!!!!( amazed at how gullible am i) , I'll start from the beginning.

Decided to list out because shiyu reminded me just now that every event like this, there would be loopholes(:\

1st loophole:
Many weeks ago, gracia messaged me: waihan, may i know what's your address, i want to send something to you! (Something like that, i think.)
Of course i am not that dumb, so i asked her why and she told me that she want to send me something.
AND I BELIEVED!

2nd loophole:
About a week ago, gracia told me to keep 2nd august free because she wanted to study together with me.
And i was very happy and look forward a lot to studying with her. (You know what, i even saved on my phone for today, "STUDY WITH GRACIA!")  SO I BELIEVED TOO!

3rd loophole:
This week, i was reminded about the study session with delta. So i asked about the venue and the time to meet them. But always got no reply. So i thought that everyone i asked was busy and don't want to be irritating and probe. I STILL DIDN'T suspect anything!

4th loophole:
Today, constance said she wanna come my house, i wanted to reject her cause i was lazy to pack my house to welcome a guest. But she told me that everyone said my house was interesting so she wanted to come and explore. So i obliged. ( HAHA, and she came when i just finished bathing, super fast!)

5th loophole:
Then she kept typing messages on her phone and didn't wanted me to see what she was messaging then i respected her privacy and let her carry on. I STILL STILL DID NOT SUSPECT!

OH NO! I SHOWED EVIDENCES OF MY GULLIBLENESS!!! PRAY THAT I WILL BE SMARTER(:

Then constance asked me to show her my clothes, which are messy and thrown everywhere around the house, then she offered to help me chose the clothes to wear then i trusted her and wore it. Then we went back out to the living room to blog hop then constance pointed out of my door and said "ehh, so many people, your cadets ah?"
Then i replied " No lah, why would they come here?(cause i thought they didn't know how to come) They must be my neighbour's friends( Cause my neighbour always hold parties, then always a lot of people go their house.)"
Then i look out and heard people calling, "waihan!" then i wondered, " why do my neighbours' friends know me?"
So i look and realised it was delta! and alpha peeping and then going back to hide. HEEHEE, they are so cute.
Believe me, i was shocked out of my life. Really shocked, and i kept asking " is this a dream?" My brain tells me YES but my heart tells me NO, and i believed my heart more somehow.
Then somehow, the door got opened( did i open it?) and everyone came in.
I just know at that moment it was a struggle between my heart and my brain cause apparently my stupid brain keeps telling me that it's just a dream.
And, it's damn maluating lah! Don't like the feeling of being caught unaware!
It's like i am being caught in the act of doing something i shouldn't be doing.
Try it someday, you'll like the surprise but not the invaded feeling!

Yeah, and so everything took place in my humble and small abode (It's damn cramped, i think everyone would feel like me!)
Then we're in the mist of changing the refrigerator then both the old and the new one also so zuo tang(means take up a lot of space), anyway, i prefer the old one:(
And it's really the first time in how many years that this house is so crowded since house warming!
Then i tried to prepare food but was damn clumsy, tried to cut apples and it turned out abit ugly then my grandma helped me!( she so nice!) I really hope i was a good host(:
Just that i didn't do the job of entertaining my "guests" well:(
Luckily there was delta who is already an entertainment by itself and alpha, who tried to entertain us! Heehee, but then it somehow failed, never mind, it's still commendable! *claps claps!*
Then we decided to leave the house when i finally persuaded snr to perform magic for us:(
And Hardworking and housewives-to-be/ taitai-to-be delta helped to clear up my place in a flash!
Thanks friend ! (inside joke!) If not i'm going to be nagged at for leaving straight after creating a mess! MUCKS people!

Left Alpha at an isolated bus stop(!!!) on their way to their little bonding session(everyone is safety home? No one got lost?)
then studied with delta at macs with was productive for some of us, but not for me, cause, i cannot solve one of the AMath question! Then asked for help but everyone shake their head at me:( !  Also partly because my hands were busy with the phone, heehee, sorry Ayah!

Shall end off this post randomly (again!) with:

I LOVE TODAY! I REALLY DO! (even though the real day is two days later)
And REALLY, THANK YOU DELTA!! THANK YOU ALPHA!!
Thank you delta, esp. gracia! and constance!, and all, WHO GANGED UP ON ME! (just kidding!)
Thank you alpha, for doing so much despite it's a saturday! (should go out with your BFs what! Don't think too much! It's your bestfriends! HAHA.)
Thank you family, who all got a shock/surprise like me(:
To sum it up, THANKS EVERYONE!

p.s. get well soon my tuition teacher! I love you and will finish off kinematics and integration corrections! Take care! MUCKS!
p.p.s. I really hate to miss Amath lessons and really woke up late.
p.p.p.s. For the previous post, my camera can't send the pictures over, so i can't post those pictures nor recent events. Officially apologising(:
p.p.p.p.s. Just read someone's blog(bet that person don't know that i know!) and found that i wasn't the only one who take chill pills at times! Hey no, no, no, don't you try to copy me! (just kidding!)

I simply love today to the max!
Thank you everyone whom i encountered for the sweetest memories you gave me today.
Heehee, sorry to say this but, I WILL UPDATE ASAP when i get the photos up and feel more energised!

Till then love!

I've got on with life.
Hate to say this, but Mrs Wong reminded me, four more weeks months to O's :(!
If it's week, like what constance always tell me, I die.
I am so very afraid.
If only I can play everyday like when it was secondary one and two :(
HAHA. But I've grown up!
Fell in love with all my books already :p
Just that my books are not accepting me because i've abandoned them for such a long long time.
But no matter what it takes, i will make my book love me again!
I just made myself sound like a no-life nerd. No offence to nerds. HAHA

Something I want to mention badly, maybe not the whole matter here.
Just want to say how much i regret about something.
This lesson is really a big one and it's certainly not worth it at all.
I promise not to be late ever again (unless i touchwood get into an accident or other complicating situations), i will do my very best to keep this promise and give no excuses to myself.
I will prove it with action, and i believe that opportunities are always there as long as we work hard for it.

Oh, Anyway, something random.
I've changed my parting!
Although i like the new parting, it's difficult to maintain and it keeps going back to the other side :(

I shall let this post end abruptly here! :p

P.S. Feel like punching me right? HAHA.

ATTENTION.
-Those who are emotionally unstable right now, i advise you to skip reading this post by an emotionally unstable person.-
If you are emotionally unstable and you still insist on proceeding, I can't stop you.

I just woke up.
Then read gracia's msg, replied her, and got back her reply.
Actually i think i am really slow.
I didn't realised, i didn't realised a single bit of it, that we are really parting.
I just thought that ROD was only parting in "NC" and we will will still be able to meet up what.
But now i know, everything is not so simple.
Yet, i can't explain fully how i feel.
Now i am really crying non-stop.

Delta, i am so scared, so scared that that it's hard to meet up.
I worry, i don't know why i do, but i worry for each one of you.
It's like our "family" has really became a family.
But yet we don't have a house.
Can Ayah go get a house so that we can stay together for good?
I cannot accept, i really cannot accept.
I miss you a lot, a lot delta.
Fuck the stupid education system lah!
I want all of you to come back to me.

Then I dreamed about my cadets.
We were still having activities.
Then It was somehow not the last activity.
It was like, we were still their NCO even though we are still taking our O's.
Then by that time, we knew everyone really well, like now, unlike when they first came in and we had to fight for the time to understand them.
We have so much time in the dream.
And HAHA, those bunch of funny kids really made me laugh out loud in my dream until my grandma came to slap me awake(cause it's really late now)
I realised I had so little time with them!
What's with those fucking lessons lah!? It made me attended them and made me lose so much time that i could have possibly spent with them.
And ... ( just backspaced a whole stretch of words)
Is there no possibility that we can ever have activity with you guys again?
I miss you alpha.

I cannot stop crying.
I fucking feel like a damn emo kid now!
I really hate being slow, and reacting slow.
If i was any faster in realising all that, i could have just possibly tell it to all of you face to face.
But right after we go back to school, all we'll face is books.
Books that numb all feelings you can possibly have.
Much as i speak like a spoil brat, I want everything that i've lost to come back to me,
though i know systems can't be changes, things wouldn't stay forever and I can't be selfish and not spare a thought of others.

It's until now that i've realised that i've failed to cherish all that i've got.
I regret.


ps. i apologise for the "not-approved" words used here. But put yourself in my shoes. Who will speak properly in these kind of situations? Thank you for your kind understanding.
pps. I am not putting any pictures here, thought i promised for "visual effects", because i know it will only make those who feel sad, sadder.

Delta, though we might not go for activity together again.
But chilling out like this is possible.
Our first-hand neoprints pictures from yesterday! (Ayah scanned them already! She is so efficient!)

A preview of the neoprints!
1st set!

2nd set!

3rd set!

* The third set's photos's are all not decorated, because we didn't see the stupid notice on the neoprint machine about selecting the one we don't want to print. (STUPID NOTICE RIGHT?!) WANT TO PRINT, PRINT BIGGER LAH! WTF!)

HAHA. For the rest of the neoprints.
GO TO MY SHUTTERFLY! The link and password(in case you forgot) is at part blog.
If you want better quality, ask me or AYAH for the photos!

Loves,
CharlieDelta Messenger! (haha!)

I can still remember the first time i met you, delta08.
It was under the old location for the NCC noticeboard.
Remember that day? We had our interview by maam yonghui and snr huey huey.
( I don't know why i am still calling their ranks when i am a snr now, but, it's a habit)
HAHA, and i had the deepest impression about yonghui telling us that NCC is not about climbing trees. HAHA!

Everything seemed to have been just yesterday.
Everything that we've been through together.
Anyway, we've told each other how we feel about all these, so i will not elaborate.
No matter what, no matter how old we'll be in the future, don't forget our MUST meeting every leap year. And, of course, whenever we are free and feel like meeting each other
But delta08, SENIORS FOREVER!


-edited- (now that i've got the photo.)
And for gracia, PARTNERS forever!

Thanks for tolerating all those stupid nonsense that i've given you.
-Read the back of the photo!-
It was really wonderful with you as a partner. MUCKS!

Next, my cadets, ( feel very mean to still use "my cadets"  but, i don't care loh! Once my cadets, always my cadets. Also,  just like them, it takes time for me to get used. So i am going to use that term)
although it has only been less than a year but it's like they are my little small kids. I know i would still be able to see them in school. Still hear them greet and then to reply them happily this time!
Nobody would be willing to hand her kids over.
I think i am really SLOW. Though my speech to them was from the bottom of my heart, i didn't really cry badly.
But after "da jia pai shou", i suddenly thought about delta and my cadets. I thought that from that on they will no longer be my cadets and that we can't really spent much time with each other anymore, then i cried. What i told my part about their first time, has became my last time.
I miss alpha, badly.



ALPHA!


ROD was then over, (the parade was a success!),
Then rushed home together with wendy to bath, pack clothes and take presents.
We only had less than 2 hours to do all these, plus the traveling time to the chalet.
Thanks wendy's dad and mum! If not ( i die), i will be late. HAHA, luckily i wasn't!

The first impression of reaching there was the recollection of last year's rod chalet.
I still remember clearly everything that happened.

( sidetrack once more:( )

That nostalgic feeling makes me feel like crying again.
Then i saw my cadets there, i don't know how to describe that kind of feeling, but it's like, my legs want to bring me to them. But something in me tells me that they are not my part anymore and that i can't be selfish.

ROD chalet this year is really well organized, good job specs!
Shiyu and wendy kept asking me if their part assures me that they will be able to be good specs.
Actually, to be honest, i had my doubts them, but they proved themselves to be capable and caring specs. I believe in them that they can do it and that they will clinch the best girls' unit again for year 2008(hopefully!)!

(wait, i go to the kitchen to steal ice cream first)
Back!

Yeah, all those was actually yesterday, then today.


All of us got woken up because of gracia! She was so damn noisy lah! HAHA.
Then she flicker the lights on and off and snap unglam photos of us sleeping! she so bad right?!
Haiyo, then we had breakfast and the specs brought us out to play!
The beach was really nice(:
After the "warm-up" dance and captain's ball, they wanted to play the "red indian" game from syf07 syf06 bbq but obviously they forgot the rules and, HAHA, the whole game was super weird. Then me and constance didn't wanted to play so we went to sit but got chased by the "flying prawns" until we decided to join in :p!

No photos for now.

I suddenly feel quite lost as in what to do.
After all, nc, platoonmates and my cadets was all that i live for.(basically)

P.S. The sentence structures in this post might be a bit weird because taewangsashinki was distracting me.

The way to cure an addict is to let her continue being addicted.

I finished the show in just two days over the weekend.
HAHA. The one Bae Yong Joon acted in.
When i heard of this drama, i told myself that i wouldn't go watch it.
To be honest, after all, how good will the show be with the guy who acted in that slow-paced love story many years ago.
And believe it or not, i watched that Winter Sonato show when i was young.
I am a real drama addict, aren't i?

What made me watch it (taewangsashinki), was actually my curiosity.
I don't understand why this show took years to film. HAHA, but now i do.
Korean shows are damn saddening, even this kind of action shows where they fight the whole day and in every episode.
And it is such an accomplishment to me that i didn't cry.
I learned a lot from this drama, really.

When, will it be that i really will know how to apply my knowledge and all that i learned, wisely in the right way?
The last korean drama i watched, that left the most deepest impression on me, was the 1st shop of coffee prince. ( HAHA, i remembered how i went crazy over it). If i were to give that a four star for the plot+acting, Then i will give this one a five star. Maybe i will go crazy over this after O's, but not now.
Catch it! It's really good.

The bad thing, however, is that every time i try to rush-watch a drama, i would have flu or cough or get a headache. So, er duh, i have those weird "symptoms" again. Will rest for an hour, then prepare for "battle" tomorrow!

It's Emath retest tomorrow, i will do well, at least a pass then catch up on everything else.
Other issues i would not mention, it's confidential(:

I love it, the fact, that i got so motivated by such a sad drama(:

Yesterday had the Literature seminar.
The second lesson was not bad, just that one guy from some weird school kept resting his leg on my chair.
DAMN IRRITATING.
So i kept falling back very hard on the chair to shake him off.
SO WAKE UP WAIHAN!

And so i woke up today with all of that i mind and realized that i've got a slight fever, but only telling my mum that i've got a headache. Don't want her to worry. I'll just drink lots of water and be well. So school was off for me and so my promise to hand gracia that plan i made had to be broken again. Sometimes i just want to do more things to make people around me happy, make gracia less stressed so i had thought that with the plan, the goal would be much clearer in mind so she would be less stressed.
But then it would have to mean that i only can hand it to her tomorrow.

P.S. I've got my closed holes re-pierced(my mum scolded me for defying destiny that the holes should be closed)
and i am looking forward to the trip to little india( though my dad forbids).

P.P.S. This will be public because i don't want to hide anything.

The hot thing today, it's mother tongue O's!!!
I really did my best but no confidence at all that i will get the grade that i wanted.
Before the exam, i kept shouting "jiayou, jiayou, jiayou" to myself so i think that everyone thought that i was mad.
Okay, it's finally over, after all the intensive which was really intensive.
So now, i will catch up with my sciences, humanities and my math!!!
Not much time left, so GANBATTE!

Went out without a destination with constance, gracia and ana after that and had lunch at pizza hut in ps and we got damn full but apparently, gracia wasn't, haha, then we had $2.65 off for student's discount or something and so bought icecream at Anderson's again(again for icecream). HAHA. (p.s. gracia being known for being "babi", got greedy for icecream and went to get another one-_-''')

Then i badly wanted to get rid of my pimple so i wanted to get clearisil, or whatever you call it, because the television says it was good. Then i was dissuaded because they said the television cannot be trusted. HAHA. So i am now considering to listen to ana about oxy10 or xiangliang about her "iamnotsureproduct". (p.p.s. xiangliang came and joined us when i was deciding about the skin product, then she told me not to anyhow buy things for my face). Gracia and constance bought the "mongo pudding" and got their note stuck in the cashier's sliding machine, HAHA. Then we left for vivo and ana parted with us.

What we do after that is obvious isn't it? With xiangliang with us and her itchy fingers waiting to spend money. HAHA.
After that gracia got two basics and left for her scuba diving. SUPER COOL?!
(p.p.p.s. i want to go back there to get the purple top that, future image consultant, constance recommended!)
Then we went starbucks for catch up with our life, and realised that tall frap is actually quite short -_-'''.
We parted after the trip to NUM after the meal and home!

I've got a new crush
.
Wanted to post his picture here but neither my infrared nor bluetooth is working.
HAHA. Anyway his name is bearistar blah blah, i don't his full name though, too shy to ask him(:
I really wanted him to be with me so much then xiangliang disapprove us to be together and constance applaud:(
Now i am home so i told my mum about him then she scolded me for being stupid and she told me this, "grow up waihan, stop being like a small girl and want everything that you like!".
She's damn bad right?
HASHEZ!! (imitation of the one gracia always uses) I WANT HIM BADLY!
Buy it for me Mew! I swear i will love you like i never did before!

Pray hard that i will get it.

PPPPS: I MISS YOU SO MUCH CHERYL!!! Damn happy that i saw you today. There's a saying that all things happens in threes right?( there is right?) So coincidences like this happens in threes too! Want to see you real soon and, what's going to happen in four days time? HAHA

My post has got nothing to do with it's subject.
Just wanted to wish all mothers a happy mothers' day, especially mummy!
I LOVE YOU MUMMY!

Ordered two kfc family feast today.
Guess everyone was lazy to go out today.
Anyway last sunday' dinner would have made up for
The stupid delivery guy got the order wrongly and gave us the wrong chickens.
Then another guy came to change the order, i guess every thing's alright(:
Then helped my mum with the desert.

My family is providing me with all the love i want but it just seems that i am always not contented and i always want more.
Just look at the way i screw up everything in my life,
it's practically everything
and now i don't know how to pick up all the broken pieces and piece them back.
Anyway, things can't be perfect anymore no matter how much i want to mend them.

Maybe i need help but i don't want help.

Hey this is for you.
Just saw your blog today and if you were talking about me,
shut up bitch, i didn't let out anything, get your facts right.
Because of you, i felt so stupid in front of her.

So STOP making stupid claims and i don't really care at all about hearing you talk.